I'm still alive

Well, I don't know what to say. But the only thing that I can admit is that I've been a horrible blogger the last couple weeks.


What the most of you don't know is that I'm in a rehabilitation program. In three weeks I'll finish this program. This program really helped to get my life back on track after a long year. This year I've been really sick. Diagnosed with fibromyalgia. Thanks to the rehabilitation program I learned to live with fibromyalgia and right know it's been weeks since I experienced pain.

What really happend the last couple weeks was that I experienced mental obstacles. After a year of doing nothing, I realizes that it's was possible to making future plans. And that frightened me. I needed to clime out of this black hole, where I was for a long time. And I finally did.

I started this blog when I first got sick. This blog kept me going en made me feel that I was still doing something. The mental obstacles from last weeks were so hard, that I didn't feel joy to work on this blog. When I fought my fears, it helped me to overcome this.

I'm finally back on track and looking forward to blog again. I hope you're still here.